Fixer
Jody Zolli
I gaze into machinery
Which glimmers and reflects
The works, uncovered, moving
Are intricate, complex
Awkwardly I reach inside
With soft, uncertain hand
With every good intention
But no tools at my command
The mechanisms softly grind
With cadences unique
Recessed and unfamiliar
Off-beat, awkward, bleak
I cannot clearly see the path
Where gear against gear grates
I can only hear them move
Against now ill-meshed mates
Uncomfortable with watching
Unable quite to flee
Unwilling to plunge hands where pain
May grind what´s left of me.